Insulin problems
Was stressing because I ran out of insulin. Called my doctor to fix my dosage, because he keeps increasing it (went from 20 units at bedtime to 94 units) & he called the pharmacy. I called CVS to verify I can pickup today because I ran out. They inform me that they can’t let me refill because it’s too early & my insurance won’t cover it until March 18. I feel frustrated, mad & stressed. I’m trying not too, because that’s bad for the baby. Now I’ll be without insulin for close to 2 weeks ughhhh. Sorry I needed to vent.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
I ended up resolving it . I had to call my insurance to override it & cvs ha dot confirm it with them. I’m glad it was finally resolved. I was trying to not stress about it.