My first mc I had figured I was 10 weeks. Went to ER they did an emerg ultrasound found the baby was the size of a 5 week old. Went for another ultrasound dr was worried there was still something left so I went with the pill option it was pretty painful but I think it was a better choice for me over surgery. That happened in October 2015. Now this past week I lost another at 8 weeks had an ultrasound on the 4th I seen babe everything looked good seen the heartbeat baby was healthy. But because of the bleeding the dr said there was a 20% chance of loosing it so I got blood tests done every 3 days. Dr called and said my hcg had dropped tremendously. Ultrasound tomorrow to see if it's passed or if I'll have to take meds again this time. My fiancé and I have a daughter she's 20 months we wanted a sibling for her so bad. We also have been trying for a year. Now I'm even considering postponing our wedding because I don't want to be prego for it but I don't want there to be such an age gap in my children. So I want to keep trying right away but I'm so scared of loosing another. I've never been so torn in two ways. I've been dreaming of getting married for so long. But on the other hand I want a baby soooo bad. But if I loose another I don't know how to go on. I've battled with depression off and on threw my life as it is I just wish I could have a sign. ?
My first mc I had figured I was 10 weeks. Went to ER they did an emerg ultrasound found the baby was the size of a 5 week old. Went for another ultrasound dr was worried there was still something left so I went with the pill option it was pretty painful but I think it was a better choice for me over surgery. That happened in October 2015. Now this past week I lost another at 8 weeks had an ultrasound on the 4th I seen babe everything looked good seen the heartbeat baby was healthy. But because of the bleeding the dr said there was a 20% chance of loosing it so I got blood tests done every 3 days. Dr called and said my hcg had dropped tremendously. Ultrasound tomorrow to see if it's passed or if I'll have to take meds again this time. My fiancé and I have a daughter she's 20 months we wanted a sibling for her so bad. We also have been trying for a year. Now I'm even considering postponing our wedding because I don't want to be prego for it but I don't want there to be such an age gap in my children. So I want to keep trying right away but I'm so scared of loosing another. I've never been so torn in two ways. I've been dreaming of getting married for so long. But on the other hand I want a baby soooo bad. But if I loose another I don't know how to go on. I've battled with depression off and on threw my life as it is I just wish I could have a sign. ?