C-section guilt??
I have a scheduled csection this coming Thursday. I'll be 39+4 that day. I wanted him to come on his own. I wish he would come on his own at least a day before so I KNOW he's ready. I just feel like I'm forcing him out. I know it's only a couple of days before I hit 40 weeks so why do I feel so bad?
It's not that I don't want a csection. I just feel bad getting him out and not knowing if he's ready.
ETA: I know I'm probably not making any sense ?
If I go into labor before my scheduled section then I'd try for vbac. Although that scares me too. Lol.
No, you makes sense. You're not against a c-section, vbac scared you, you want him out but you're scared he won't be ready by your scheduled c-section. Right ?