I wish...
I could be a stay at home mom so badly. I want to cry. I miss my baby ???
Girl I’ve been a stay at home mom ever since my son was born so two years and I can’t tell you how ready i am to work ? lmao i love my son sooo much but boy staying home all day with a two year old and three month old will drive you insane. I get to points where i just cry from stress i literally feel like I’m going crazy ?♀️ But I’m sure your baby misses you too and can’t wait to snuggle with you when you get home ❤️☺️
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Agreed, I find relief in going back to work. Sounds bad but I'm being honest. Maybe when you have a fussy pants it's different. For example I can eat lunch at any available window around lunchtime without meetings. At home Some days I wouldn't eat until 3pm because from 11 to 3 was feeding/changing/soothing and then feeding/changing/soothing then finally a nap! And it's nice not to have the sounds of crys as you use the bathroom because someone doesn't want to be set down ... he's getting sooo much better now but that is the state we were in when I went back.