I was going through a bunch a stress while I was pregnant and so after I had my baby I felt better

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way! Being a mother and birthing a baby is so hard mentally emotionally and physically. I got so depressed after I had my second baby I had severe post partum depression, that's a real thing and it's ok to feel that way however talk to your Dr or your closest friends/family. For me it was easier to not be alone and spend time with people. I'm here if you need to msg girl 💕