If I can't see it, it won't hurt me...!
I've realised today, that I've become very good at diverting my eyes away from all things baby...baby pics/comments on Facebook, baby clothes in shops, baby's on tv, baby related adverts, actual baby's in public and just generally all things baby!
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I know exactly how you're feeling, as I feel exactly the same way as you every single minute of every single day. I have to avert my eyes when I see new/expectant mum's because I feel like I'm going to cry every time I see one.
A couple of dh's friends that I know he used to have a thing for, are either brand new mum's or due to give birth any day. I'm so jealous of them, because I keep wondering if he wishes he was with them, because he could've been a dad then.
I had to fight tears today in the grocery store, there was a very pregnant lady with her dh looking at baby stuff all happy and it made me so sad. Everywhere I looked today I seemed to just see babies and pregnant women. I feel so inadequate as a woman lately. I always think my dh looks at pregnant women with admiration wishing he was her husband and that he's thinking she's more of a woman than me . This stuff is making me a metal case
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Thanks! Sending one right backatcha too!!
This forum and all you lovely supportive ladies is sometimes the only thing from stopping me going insane!