thinking...
I am thinking that I will probably start trying in August or September. I am going to the doctor in May to see if they can give me some advice on why I am having all these miscarriages. I had my last one in September and I am beginning to think about pregnancy again. I'm just terrified of having another d&c. It's like one part of me says go for it! I want to be pregnant so bad, and then the other part of me says but I don't want to misscarry again! This blows..
I'll see if she thinks that is a possibility. Every time I have miscarried my thyroid levels have been pretty off, but they can't confirm that is the reason. They said that there are many reasons why a person could misscarry. So I'm definitely going to have my thyroid checked for at least a couple of months to make sure my levels stay stable.. I would probably feel more confident knowing that my levels are regulated before I try again.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Can some one please tell me i was reading the pregnancy tracker it says second week you release a egg am i reading this wright in thats were sperm in egg meet!!!
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Am I wrong for telling my Bd that because we not Married my baby don't have to have his last name? He really got mad and told me I was project n ignorant. Crazy part is I was thinking about giving my baby his middle and last name
I have that fear. That if I get pregnant again something will happen and I'll lose another child. I think not being able to have a Child of my own is my biggest fear. But I can't give up because I know that one day it will happen and when it does I'll be an amazing mom because I'll appreciate that baby that much more...and the same goes for you. Losing a child sucks. We've all been there. It just makes our love for that one child (who makes it to the end, full term, healthy, happy and beautiful) that much stronger. I know a woman who had 7 mc and she never gave up and eventually she had a baby girl. She's a very strong woman. We all are. We just have to be patience and never give up. Our time will come.