thinking... I am thinking that I will probably start trying in August or September. I am going to the doctor in May to…

I have that fear. That if I get pregnant again something will happen and I'll lose another child. I think not being able to have a Child of my own is my biggest fear. But I can't give up because I know that one day it will happen and when it does I'll be an amazing mom because I'll appreciate that baby that much more...and the same goes for you. Losing a child sucks. We've all been there. It just makes our love for that one child (who makes it to the end, full term, healthy, happy and beautiful) that much stronger. I know a woman who had 7 mc and she never gave up and eventually she had a baby girl. She's a very strong woman. We all are. We just have to be patience and never give up. Our time will come.

I'll see if she thinks that is a possibility. Every time I have miscarried my thyroid levels have been pretty off, but they can't confirm that is the reason. They said that there are many reasons why a person could misscarry. So I'm definitely going to have my thyroid checked for at least a couple of months to make sure my levels stay stable.. I would probably feel more confident knowing that my levels are regulated before I try again.

I feel your pain :(. I am thinking about trying again this month but am beyond anxious about it. I'm not sure if I can handle the heartbreak of another mc. I suppose the only thing to do is try and stay positive. Hopefully you can get some answers from your doc. Good luck :).