spiritually atuned people
I was thinking about my best friend alot lately. I knew her since we were 9 and the best times of my life were always with her. She started going down the wrong road and it was getting bad. I was in a vulnerable position at the time and distanced myself from her the past few years. Then had my son. I never got to smooth things over. But always thought once I get my life together and finish school I will reach out to her again and we can continue where we left off as was usually the case. Last week I had a dream she died. And it bothered me I told a few people about it and they said she would bring me down blah blah blah...I thought surely she might have her life straightened out by now and was thinking about calling but never did. Then last night a mutual friend we had tells me she relapsed and died in March. She was a beautiful person inside and out. I wish I never left her when she needed me. I thought there so much time left. she had a good heart but encountered some really shady people and was losing herself. My question is , since we were so close growing up I feel like my dream she died was her way of letting me know she past on. Is this a possibility? Because I feel it is more than a coincidence.
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my mom died this morning. She lived with me. this morning she woke up and went to the bathroom. i was on zoom and i heard a bang. she died in the bathroom. i wasn’t able to open the door or help her. she’s had health issues but this was unexpected. my kids were at home, i had someone come get them. i had to stay in the house with her body until the funeral home came to get her. idk how to tell my kids. they loved her sooooo much. i don’t know how to be at home. i’m just so lost. she was all i ha...
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Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
So we got in super late last night. Had to carry my daughter to bed.
She had the nerve to try and wake me up at 7:30am saying she wanted breakfast. Smh (She wanted me to fix her a spread)🙄
I told her to choose some cereal. I'll fix her a bowl. Of course there wasn't any cereal that she wanted today 😴
I told her spoiled ass to figure it out and I went back to sleep 😂🤣
She ate an eggo.
So I was vomiting all day today and still am. My mother in law took me to L&D and all the nurses were being very rude to me and her ..
Because I was there last week when I went into labor at 35 weeks
So they were whispering
“I knew it was a matter of time , she was just here blah blah blah “
And they had this nurse come check me and she was sooo fuxkn rude I swear I wanted to take off the baby monitor and throw it in her fuxkn face ..
I better not see her next time I go ..
I feel a sense of closure having the dream, like she knows everything now and is finally free. Its so hard to process. We had our lives written out when we were younger. Where we would live, go to school etc.. Its sucks how life doesn't always turn out how we expected. The best times of my life were with her, this shouldn't have happened. I feel like I'll never find another friend like her this world can be so judgemental amd cold :(
I need to stay strong for my son but it really hurts remembering. I feel like my since my bf didnt like her I never smoothed things out. I guess it could have been bad if I stayed close friends but if I was only there from a distance it probably wouldn't have felt as bad losing her as this does.