Just raving because i actually feel pretty in this picture. Even though half my head got chopped off. I was in a slump for a while and lost alot of confidence as a result. My sons dad always called me an ugly b**** and so many names. We're on a lease together i couldnt get out of but its almost up .in the meantime i learned to ignore him and moved me and my son into the othet half of our apartment until my new place gets complete. Emotional abuse can take a toll on anyone after a while .but i started working out, going to counseling every other week .just venting helps alot and i realized i had alot pent up im. actually doing my hair and makeup and putting myself together again( most days lol).may dd because i get shy of having my picture up long but wanted to rave while i feel confident .
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You are gorgeous and you shouldn't let anyone ever make you feel like you're not worthy of getting dressed or all dolled up because you're an "ugly b**** "... He sounds like a little b**** . Tell him to go play in traffic and you just show him how confident you are and that his words don't mean anything to you. Nothing will piss him off more than you thriving without his stupid ass
First i want to say humans have a weird way of "bouncing back" second its the hardest to keep telling your self you need to get away you look at you and say how how is this possible the few times i let my gaurd down it ends like this then you look at your child and see the out come of you and SO....B .lol just saying. And you want to run but theres no real easy way to but then you stay up all night like a crazy trying to figure out away then bamm it hits you that next morning comes around you found your strength to run the hell out now lastly i want to say you rock for doing that and finding your inter strength some times people cant find it and learn that thats there new way of life i have been where you are and im telling you girl you keep up the good work stay a good mommy that you are and dont let any thing get in the way keep your self up and when they call you a b**** laugh because they dont know how hard it was to become that b**** it took blood sweat and tears to earn that card its not your fault they didnt have the courage to fight through :) 《 ; 》
Thank all of you ladies for your kind words and encouragment they truly lifted me up and made my day.
@Abigail far from it! Your so pretty.
He wanted to break me down. Hes a narcissist. I question how i who used to be someone outgoing and fun turned let myself turn into a shell of my former self. He mirrored how i acted in the beginning and when all these insults started happening i was already stuck in his web of lies. Then i lost my dad unexpectedly and was just kind of numb to everything for a while and didnt want to be alone. But being with him i have never felt more alone in my life. He pursued other women by downloading this app and i recently found it was downloaded 2 years ago. Then he said its my fault. Im boring and lame. I had loving relationships in the past and was actually happy so i know its him.just my fault for letting too much go. With all the insults and belittling i will never look at him the same. Im so glad something just snapped me out of it. I can go on forever but i dont want to be bitter because of this experience. Im just going to embrace a new chapter in my life with my little guy and hopefully move on to where im supposed to be .
@shelby - people can be cruel ! My niceness was taken for weakness so much.
@ effer so single! how you doin??. Dont want to upset all your bb crushes though lol . Im keeping dating on the back burner for a long time i feel i stood in crappy relationships because i was comfortable or didnt want to be alone and now im like wth was i thinking?!, im stronger than that.
Thanks so much ladies. I should edit ,now that i think about it i dont do my hair and makeup most days at all lol ?but im finally comfortable in my own skin. I was so insecure before but i having my self worth back is priceless.
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Religion Conspiracy/Theory
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