Miscarriage
I'm pretty sure I'm having a miscarriage but I'm ok with it. I had one before I had my son. We will try again as soon as possible and hopefully catch the next egg. We haven't missed one yet, lol. It sucks, but it happens. My progesterone just wasn't high enough for a successful pregnancy this time.
I feel fine but I'm expecting to start really bleeding and cramping before too long. Thanks for checking on me!
Thanks everyone! My test was slightly lighter this morning. I'm just going to wait and see and hope it's quick. I'm ready to start TTC again.
I'm scheduled for an ultrasound on Thursday but that was before I started spotting. I'm not sure that I'll do anything before that. My spotting has completely stopped now. Very odd.
I had an sch with my son. My only worry is those stupid numbers not increasing enough. :-(
We spent the day playing at a splash pad park. So much fun. I can't understand why I'm not in any pain and my spotting is now brown and barely there. I feel pretty normal.
I'm not sure and honestly I'm not going to press for it. I'm sure the bleeding will increase and everything will get back to normal soon.
I've given up on this pregnancy so many times and it's proved me wrong. They did a vaginal ultrasound but I do have a tilted uterus and its hard to see much anyway. If my numbers would have been ok I'd have more hope.
Hcg only increased from 406 yesterday to 426 today and they weren't able to see the sac on the ultrasound. It's most likely not viable. I'm at peace though and just glad that I know and can move on.
I'm going to the er now so at least I'll know if my numbers are dropping. I'll update soon!
I'm only taking 2 100mg pills vaginally. I think I'm going to up it to three. I was spotting brown yesterday but today when I got out of the shower it was red. It wasn't quite as much as AF but it was close. Now it's almost stopped. The confusing part is my tests keep getting darker. I would expect them to be getting lighter already, but maybe it takes time. I asked my doctor if we could do more blood work tomorrow and they're going to call me in the morning but most likely want to give it a few days. I kind of want to go to the er but my husband keeps reminding me that they can't really do anything. I just feel like if my numbers are increasing I'll fight harder with more progesterone and if they're dropping then I know to give up. I'd also love an ultrasound to see if it's in the right spot. I'll try to convince him again when he gets home in a few hours.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
I'm ok. I only had a tiny bit of spotting this morning and it stopped. I went for a blood test tonight and should have the results to know that my hcg is dropping tomorrow. It sucks but I know it'll happen again soon. I'll keep you guys updated.