That sounds terrible. I'm so sorry to hear about that. I can understand how hard you've tried. If your eggs aren't healthy enough there is always egg donation. If my eggs were healthy enough I'd donate! It saddens me when good people don't get to experience the good things in life.
Good luck with everything, I'll pray for a golden egg for you!
I was dx'd with POF at 27 just before getting married. We were only given donor egg as option as I had no antral follicles and barely visible ovaries. It was hard diagnosis for sure at first but wouldn't trade my path or decision. Today I have 3 yr old twin girls from first fresh cycle with donor egg and now I'm pregnant from FET#2. I don't consider my kids any less attached or loved, etc to me. I'm just grateful to be a mom and that a special woman made it possible. Good luck in deciding just wanted to give perspective of this side.