Time off

So af showed up last night while I was at work. We weren't trying for a baby, but I didn't know how badly I wanted one until my miscarriage in July. So I was pretty disappointed. After talking about it with my fiancé, it's been decided we are going to wait a year to actually TRY for a baby. Now if my desire for a baby would cooperate, that would be great. It doesn't help that everyone around me is pregnant, or has just had a baby. Not to mention my other 2 keep asking for a sibling, even though they're 10 (almost 11) and 8 they want a baby in the house.