I hate nesting ?
I'm in the middle of deep cleaning my house. Currently trying to decide the best way to go about washing my walls and how much more stuff I can throw away. ?
I've been doing the same my first pregnancy I waited until 33 weeks and I had preterm labor. Had to be in hospital for 4 days. Then I was on strict bed rest with NOTHING done. No cribs, no car seats etc, and mounds of free baby clothes to sort through. My poor mom had to do it all for my twins.
This time around I've washed walls and baseboards and vacuumed baseboards and air vents and cleaned windows and blinds and just about everything! I have finished yet but this nesting urge is nuts. I think it's because I was so ill prepared last time I know better than to wait too long. My husband is loving how clean everything is! ?
I'm itching to start the babies room, but I can't without DH. We just got it painted last week and the furniture is in the middle of the room. I just need him to move it back to where it belongs, and setup the crib. Then I can do my thing.
The biggest thing that's driving me crazy is my closet, and my bathroom cabinets. They need to be cleaned out and organized like crazy.
Hubby thinks I'm nuts too. ? I keep moving around our large furniture items. I can't help it. I don't have time to wait for him! When I want it moved, I want it moved now. ??
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm also throwing stuff out and donating things i can. If I haven't used it in the last year I'm throwing it away/donating. It's crazy how many loads I've dropped off to donations!