
A month today you went to sleep, I would give anything to hold your hand walking down the street, to push you down the slide, tuck you in bed and read your favourite book, the point where I now know it off by heart, to chase after you on the hobby horse whilst you run around shouting 'ye hah' , to have our late night cuddles on the couch with our blankets til we fall asleep together. I've lost my best friend, my purpose in life, my world.
My heart breaks for you! I am so sorry for your loss! She's absolutely beautiful and angelic. I'm so sorry you had to endure such mistreatment at the hands of the people who are sworn to help and heal us. It has to be hard not to hate, when this could have possibly been prevented if any of the doctors would've listened to your motherly instincts. God bless you and your husband and your family! I pray you get the answers as to why this happened and that it can prevent this situation from happening to anyone else.
Stay strong during these hard times. I'm sure that you were a wonderful mother and that the time she had here with you she lived life to the fullest. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. From personal experience the pain never left and some days are harder than others but know that your baby is watching from heaven and wants the best for you.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I am so sorry for your lost. My heart breaks for you and tears shed in your pain. You are a strong woman never forget that and this beautiful angel that has grown her wings is never to far away from you.