
A month today you went to sleep, I would give anything to hold your hand walking down the street, to push you down the slide, tuck you in bed and read your favourite book, the point where I now know it off by heart, to chase after you on the hobby horse whilst you run around shouting 'ye hah' , to have our late night cuddles on the couch with our blankets til we fall asleep together. I've lost my best friend, my purpose in life, my world.
My heart breaks for you! I am so sorry for your loss! She's absolutely beautiful and angelic. I'm so sorry you had to endure such mistreatment at the hands of the people who are sworn to help and heal us. It has to be hard not to hate, when this could have possibly been prevented if any of the doctors would've listened to your motherly instincts. God bless you and your husband and your family! I pray you get the answers as to why this happened and that it can prevent this situation from happening to anyone else.
Stay strong during these hard times. I'm sure that you were a wonderful mother and that the time she had here with you she lived life to the fullest. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. From personal experience the pain never left and some days are harder than others but know that your baby is watching from heaven and wants the best for you.
I am so sorry for your lost. My heart breaks for you and tears shed in your pain. You are a strong woman never forget that and this beautiful angel that has grown her wings is never to far away from you.