A lot has happened

Hello my dears! I haven't been on in a few weeks. We have finally moved to our own place. My mom is visiting from Missouri! I'm so excited. Tomorrow is Alisa's first birthday! I can't believe how fast time goes by. It doesn't seem like a year ago I was in the hospital and would go into labor at 31 weeks. I remember being so scared and all of your prayers and good wishes. And a year ago today at 9pm I went into labor. Three hours and 8 minutes later my beautiful baby came into this world barely squeaking. I remember being so overwhelmed with emotion I was practically numb. I couldn't even cry when they showed her to me. I saw a glimpse and they took her to the nicu. Ladies, tonight or tomorrow I find out again if I'm expecting or not. This wasn't planned and we didn't use any birth control. We knew what could happen. I have to tell someone. Noone else that I know knows about this. Now my period was coming every two weeks after I had Alisa. Well may 5 I had my period. If I went a normal cycle of 28 days then my period is officially 19 days late as of today. If I am this will be my last baby. I have a hard time conceiving and carrying. It took us over a year and half to get pregnant with Alisa. I will be on strict bedrest. My Dr says moderate bedrest is fine but I just can't take any chances. Please send good vibes, positive prayers, and all your well wishes to us ladies. I will update later tonight or tomorrow... :) Happy fathers day to all your little one's dad. Have an awesome day