double edged sword One half of me is beyond excited to meet my little man (ftm 38+2). The other half…

double edged sword

One half of me is beyond excited to meet my little man (ftm 38+2). The other half of me is trying to enjoy this little window of time before baby arrives. I've been on maternity leave for a little over 2 weeks and am enjoying "nesting". I love having one on one time with my 4 year old SD (she lives with us 4 days a week) and my puppy. I guess I simply feel torn. Ugh. So. Many. Emotions.