First and last for a bit...makes me nervous
Well, I am on my first clomid cycle of ttc # 2 ( I have conceived with help of clomid my #1, which was on 100mg and 3rd cycle of it). I have elevated FSH plus PCOS ( Im 32). My Dr put me on 50mg clomid, cd 3-7 ( plus Im on metformin) but if I dont conceive this cycle, he want to get more aggressive and not "waste" time on clomid due to my FSH. So we will be starting the follistim plus trigger next; however, I will be leaving for vacation in the mid of my next cycle and not returning till mid of the following cycle. Then, I will be out of town again in the mid of the following cycle, so we wont be able to start follistim till Sept. UGH. Im so bumbed. I have already pushed ttc 5 months while getting tested, needing various procedures to "fix" things and figure out what is wrong with me, so having now wait 4 more months, while not even knowing how long the process of getting prego will take, or if it will work, is getting me really down. I so pray this clomid cycle works and we sustain the pregnancy ( i also have recurrent miscarriages). Sorry for the long vent. Noone knows we r going thru this so I just needed an output. Pls keep us in ur thoughts/prayers and send us baby dust as we do to all of u.
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So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...
So me and hubby decided on londyn valentina for baby girl.. Mind you we havent told family yet, so my cousin goes oh im having a girl and we are namimg her londin valentina... I was so upset angry and mad i was hooked on that name for baby girl 😭😭😭😭 so now we cant use it so we just decided to name baby girl violet. Dont get me wrong i love the name violet also.. But i was so stuck with valentina... Sorry ladies had to vent anyways baby girl name will be violet now 💜💜
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I just got +opk this am. We baby danced last night and will today and next few days. I hope ovulating now is a good sign. I never ovulate this early in my unmedicated cycle. Anyone else ovulating now?