Rave. I've been struggling with my depression lately. And I've had a hard time with feeling wanted too. Long story short I legitimately have no friends. And I can't even get my mom to spend any time with me... She'd rather spend time getting high and she's 48years old... Has been this way my whole life and unless I'm getting high with her, she wants nothing to do with me(I've been clean for two years) so my relationship has been strained with her since I stopped smoking meth