Horrified - somewhat graphic
I'm phobic of dead bodies. I went to a CE today (I'm a claims adjuster) and the topic was "biohazard clean up". It was about cleaning up houses/buildings after murders, suicides, and deaths where bodies decomposed! I had a panic attack. I was nearly in tears. I never would have attended if I knew the topic. At the first break I ran to the bathroom with tears in my eyes and collected myself.
Pp I'm a claims adjuster. So it is possible at some point we could have a homeowners claim that would involve such a clean up. However the likelihood is small. And if such a claim was assigned to me (unlikely as I handle mostly auto and only a small number of homeowners) I'd ask for it to be reassigned. I had a claim for a funeral home reassigned once because I'm not comfortable handling it. My boss was fine with that. So I will almost certainly never have to deal with this issue. But I need CE credits every year to keep my license. I didn't realize what the topic was before going or I wouldn't have gone. I can certainly find CE's with topics I'm more comfortable with.
Me too kitty.
I know some people find it interesting. But I'm definitely not one of them.
It's like if I was shown tarantulas for hours (spiders are my other phobia). Just awful.
Happy to be back at work today. I never say that, lol.
I read a book all about what happens to bodies when they are donated to science. It was so interesting. I can't remember the name of it, damn that is going to bother me all night, but if they made you read it you may have been better prepared for what you were going to see.
Off to investigate the name of the book
Ooh how interesting. I'm a bit morbid but I'm so sorry you had to see that and that you were traumatized.
My former coworker is a cop. The things he sees...he told me once they went to a house where an old man died. He lived alone and had nobody. Apparently his body was so decomposed, my coworker chucked up everything in his stomach, and he's desensitized as well.
It's crazy what our bodies go through without formaldehyde, which just slows the process anyway. We do bloat, and leak, and then decompose.
I watched a documentary about people donating their bodies to "body farms." It's for forensics/detectives to observe the state of corpses in different phases. It's really interesting.
My job entails this almost daily. I am in litigation (law) and deal in environmental. Basically, anything bodily fluid related. I have seen it all. Animals, adult humans, children. Horrific. I'm desensitized to it, which sounds horrible. But it is what it is. Most people feel the same as you. They may not know it until they are faced with it, but you are the norm. I hate that you had to experience that. Decomposition, especially, is not for the faint if heart. It may be a while before it is out if your mind. How traumatic for you. Smh.
the amount of women who are clueless about their own anatomy is so sad and shocking. a lot of the women are older than me and have more children then I do 😳
now I understand that everyone has their own opinion on the topic and grown adults can do whatever they want with their bodies but to deny facts and make up false statements about your own anatomy when it comes to your unborn child is just so disappointing.
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This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???

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I'm so embarrassed!
I can't even believe I'm posting this because I'm embarrassed and on the verge of tears.
Universal preschool access
I don't think I've ever seen this topic discussed here? Anyways, there's a bill or something up in MN for universal access to preschool. I have some friends who live there who are completely against it and I'm trying to understand why. I can't understand their concerns because their concerns aren't how 4k works? At least not here and wouldn't be there from how I understand it.
The first time I worked a fatal accident and saw the body I cried like a baby. Now it doesn't bother me. Unfortunately you get used to it when you deal with it often enough at work. I own a towing an recovery business, we get fatal accidents alot.