Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Sooooo Athena has to have the surgery 😥😥😥😥 I've been bawling I'm a mess ! I can't believe this is happening to my poor child ! Why ? What did I do that caused this ? I'm seriously on my knees bawling ! As much as I tried to prepare myself, I wasn't ready to hear those words . In 3 months she will have her cranial surgery & I pray to God she has a easy & speedy recovery ! Please pray for my baby ladies ! She really needs them !

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

Florida has approved arming teachers

And there goes that final nail in the decision to homeschool my kids ? ??‍♀️

I accidentally took a picture of Titan with the flash on! With my iphone! I feel so bad his eyes were open and he's looking directly at the camera! It was a close up. Does anyone know if his eyes will probably be fine who has done the same? His eyes seem fine. I'm so worried now tho. Yes I'll as my pediatrician Tuesday at him apt. But can anyone give me some peace of mind that has maybe done it too and their baby is fine