It’s upsetting to think I’ll never be married and how adamant Chris is about how he doesn’t want to.

How long have you been dating? If you want to get married and he doesn't, that might be the end of the relationship. It's a big deal, especially if you are this upset about it.

Maybe have a talk with him tell him it's what you really want. That's like not having babies because the person you love doesn't want them. . It's kind of a big deal

That is very upsetting, almost a deal breaker for me. Does he say why he doesn't want to get married? If it's just because he doesn't feel the need, he should do it for you .

I've told my S/O, father of my babies, that I am getting married someday it's up to him if it's to him or not lol but he's agreed he wants to hmget married.