And the doubt starts creeping in...i know he's trying to do better for us so why do i have all this…

Doubt about what?

What are you doubting

@zionandbellasmama if my DH can actually support us like he says he can, if he's still working like he's supposed to be...(hes a truck driver currently on the road)

@ashb9689 oh i feel ya on this one .... this is my second ..my son is 12 and for the most part i was a single mom so I've always worked and took care of the both of us... but now with my SO I'm letting go of that independence and honestly Im terrified.... he is an electrician currently on the road but, he should be wirking local in the next couple of weeks. I'm still working but, will stop the 1st week of july

@zionandbellasmama yeah its sorta different for me though cause DH is notorious for having a shody work history I actually separated from him for a bit because of it, and I decided to give him,another chance but I'm really starting to worry cause I'm seeing similar things happening again....

@ashb9689 oh no0o0 im so sorry... is he supposed to be the provider for your family? Do you have a back up plan for income if he decided to not do his part?? This stuff makes me so nervous

@zionandbellasmama he is. Back up plan would be me get a job and him leave he would get to visit the kids but I'd be done completely. It makes me,nervous to I'm going to talk to him about it when he calls later, he already knows my anxiety is bad again he just doesnt know why

@ashb9689 i hope all goes well in the best scenario possible... but, if not... I'm sure you got this 😊

@zionandbellasmama thank you