I haven't been in your situation so it s hard to comfort you but one thing I know is that my baby is the love of my life and I wish yours will be for you too!
I understand completely hun as I am pregnant and single but I will say I left and it was the best thing ever I am a lot happier I miss him but I don’t miss the way he’s treated me!!!! I know when my baby boy gets here I’m not even going to be worried about a man for awhile!!!! It will get better I promise stay stay busy!!!! Friends and family will keep your mind off of things