so the past year has been super hard, i had two miscarriages. and i completely fell apart. i kept questioning everything…

so the past year has been super hard, i had two miscarriages. and i completely fell apart. i kept questioning everything and wondering if something was wrong with me. with time i feel like i have peace with what has happened and i decided to just allow God take control of my life & do what He wanted for us. i found out at the beginning of this month that we are expecting a baby. and this threw me in a whirpool of emotions. i was excited and scared and every other emotion possible. i went in for an ultrasound last week to find out there are two yolk sacs. but they told me its too early to tell if they are both viable so i have to wait until next week to see how everything is going and to confirm a baby or two. i’m so emotional again and anxious! here is my ultrasound ✨