And tbe fact that we were bestfriends before we gor together. So i use to listen to stories of how he would do his exs . . Witch makes me feel even uglier because he wont even do me. I bought that up to him this morning. And he was "your not going to get me to fuck you by guilt tripping me". Im not even trying to guilt him. Im trying to show him hiw bad this hurts my heart.