So I had a solid baby sitter my friend so I can get more more hours and go out to my cousons this weekend... Then she texted me saying she forgot and was out of town then said I didn't remind her...and now instead of working 6-c like I would've if I didnt ask her help I not only have to call in and lose the more hours I was suppose to get I don't get the normal 5 hours so I literally lose hours. And the way my boyfriend helps he goes ill quit my high paying job so you can work your shitty low paying job. I can't handle all this shit cant trust anyone and the one person I think I can trust want us to lose the house thinking I can support us all on a shitty job. Its just stressing me out and I dont know what to do anymore I sick and tired of this its always both of them can't trust my friend to watch my baby and my noyfriend just barely got a good job and now he just wants to quit and give it all to me like I havent already been pulling his weight for two months. Then as he's leaving for work he says call me when you start feeling better about yourself like I don't feel bad about myself I feel bad about myself. I don't feel any bad about myself im pissed off at cierra for bailing on me and Joseph for being jobless for a month ME catching us up just to fall back behind because he didnt have a solid job. But its me who has to feel better about myself? Wtf
Can you be a stay at home mom? I mean if your bf says that bullshit then maybe you should stay home and see how he thinks. He cannot say that shit if your income is part of your budget 😕
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
My husband and I feel funny about me seeing a male doctor next week lol he said I trust you just make sure he doesn't make any extra penetration lol it feels weird knowing another man will be putting his hands down there 🙁😳 lol
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My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...

Overall whats everyones thoughts on this. Me personally I dont mind lgbt .but to teach it I feel like is a waste . I can teach my own children that if they ask or even wanna know
i finally let him do it
I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that t...
I have stayed home But I hated not bringing in at least a little money but we are hurting so bad that's why I was trying to get more hours Which failed