All I do it pump I can't get Elisha to latch and my nipples are killing me so bad! I'm getting so angry and upset and depressed and more stressed *ssiigghh*
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm not sure sometimes he'll latch but other times he cries because he's laying down to eat instead of up. He's attached to the bottle to I got nipple shields but now he doesn't want to lay down and eat I'm literally about to break and I'm now where near done pumping :/