So I asked my grandad to be guarantor so I can move out and get my own money and sorted for baby coming he said no then said I were pregnant and didn't get congratulations I got told I were emotional blackmail that's something my mother would say so I'm very hurt so tomorrow women's aid, council and every help I can get to move out this dam flat! I even think this baby be better in care because I can't even look after myself and it has no hope for a mother like me! Scan Wednesday and I'm absolutely dreading it as I'm missing my mental health appointment to go scan just so fed up! Currently watching stuff on tablet then going bed before say/do something I regret!