I have this anger, this sadness in my heart! I’ve been wanting to get pregnant for a little over a year. We’ve done Clomid (3 rounds) and Gonal-f (2 rounds), last but not least one IUI. None of it worked. Please don’t get me wrong, I am very fortunate to have my son! It only took one round of Clomid and BAM, he was conceived. But I help to feel this anger, this confusion of why haven’t I been able to conceive again!!! Now we don’t have insurance so I’ve just been tracking my period (when I get one) and ovulation. Yesterday my best friend and her husband revealed to us they were expecting their 2nd@ child... I am truly happy and excited for them but it hurts.
It hurts that as a women I don’t have control of my body. I don’t have control of when I want to get pregnant.... that I have to sit here and go months without periods and wait anxiously for AF to show up and pray that I ovulate. I am torn up inside....why is it so easy for others to have kid after kid after kid.... women that have unplanned pregnancy and just abort because they weren’t ready!!! Yet I sit here and I question myself if I am even a good enough person to have more kids!?....
I just needed to get these feelings off of my chest. It’s killing me inside.... I’ve been a jerk to my husband this weekend and he doesn’t deserve it. I can’t vent to him because he doesn’t understand that I feel worthless... that I am the issue of us not having more kids. He’s always been so supportive and is always having me look at the bright side but I can’t help these feelings....
#ihatepcos
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That's exactly how i feel too every part of it i just haven't been able to try anything to help but i still feel worthless
@motherof3girls1boy, @mct, thank you ladies soooo much!!! I know it will happen.. it just hurts to know someone is pregnant when you’ve been trying.
I am going to look into boosting mine and my husband fertility!! Thank you for your kind words.
Another thing was I had a tubal pregnancy in dec of 2016 I found out I was pregnant with my son in feb 2017. I'm saying this to say this once I had my miscarriage I was to anxious to get pregnant again to feel the void of that hurt. So I looked online there was a study done and mustard seed oil gives the sperm a energy boost canola oil doesn't hurt it or harm it. My Walmart don't sell mustard oil so i used canola and got pregnant the same month that's only time I ever tried something to help me. Maybe that will help you
I'm so sorry! My MIL tried for five years to get pregnant with no luck and then she finally conceived. After having him she didn't worry about birth control or watching becoming pregnant because she figured it just wasn't meant to happen. Less then two years later she was feeling really sick and found out she was pregnant again. Sometimes we can't control our lives or plan them. Life still surprises us though. Don't give up!
Hey everything's going to be okay. You have to take a deep breath. Its a such thing called secondary infertility. When you have had a baby but it take more than six months to conceive another. If I was you I would try to focus more on the ovulation part not the I'm not getting a period or pregnant part. I would track ovulation with the smiley face trackers because them lines are confusing. Then have fun while u trying to conceive. I. E. Public sex bathroom sex whatever you freak meter tells you. Do you hair and makeup make yourself feel pretty. Your body is in tuned with your Emotions.
Patience is key. It is not up to us. When God wants it to happen then it will happen. Put trust in God and be patience. God also looks at the time and weather a person is ready or not. It is all from God so in this case patience is key.