I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I have to force myself to eat have anyone else had this problem? I eat four bites then in extremely fool

I wish i had a friend to go with me to the tattoo studio later

So I eat a cup of ice cream everyday I can't help it I feel so happy it's the highlight of my day I had Gastational diabetes when pregnant but I don't eat anything else sweet except ice creme 18% sugar my boyfriend is mad I'm eating ice cream to the point where he is slapping doors and says if I get sick he will just take his kids and leave me.