I really hate this cycle I know I won't conceive I have bv I'm on medicine and then now I'm also on…

I really hate this cycle I know I won't conceive I have bv I'm on medicine and then now I'm also on medicine for sinus infection so I have bv and sinus infection I'm on 3 medications and can't take cough syrup at all and yesterday he went and did his sperm analysis and tomorrow it's my ultrasound and then results next week this cycle sucks