So I don’t think I will keep this pregnancy and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So my water just broke and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do and I'm home alone

I'm supposed to start counting kicks. I feel stupid for asking but what does that mean exactly? is there a certain way you're supposed to do it?

What the hell has happened on here? What with all the drama, all I have managed to find is that someone has said somebody is lying about being pregnant wtf ...... What the hell is going on 😐