Sometimes wish weren't pregnant is that bad!? All I've ever wanted is to be a proper family as my mother kept my dad away from me but I pick druggies and tied to him for life because of this baby I hate him doing this to me!!! Get get mad get even and that's exactly what I intend by getting my flat back as quick as possible but now it's Esa medical on my own in tears stressed and anxious as hell with no one I feel so alone...
@emz88lou226, Social Services are nothing to be scared of when you’ve got nothing to hide, there was a complete lunatic of a woman in my street a few years ago who called them almost weekly on me and others with kids. They were fab with me they helped me get her evicted and stuff x
@melanie-spiritmedium she said he carries on smoking mamba social services will be involved I don't need that xx
@emz88lou226, You will cope hun speak to your midwife and she’ll tell you what support there is for you x
@melanie-spiritmedium all my friends know I'll be best ever and nothing like my mother just scared now on own I'll not cope when I'm badly xx
@emz88lou226, Aww sorry to hear that. As long as you do what you think is best for your baby you’ll be a lovely mummy x
@melanie-spiritmedium I'm going to be nothing like my mother I were her carer from 5 it's no life xx
@emz88lou226, It’s a vicious cycle babe but look at us mummies we just get on with it and our babies will thank us when they’re older x
@melanie-spiritmedium best bit Ricky had to go find his dad at 18yrs old when he started mamba so why do it to his child xx
@sara-lou86 I'm going to get advice what I can do to get him off joint council tenancy as he on drugs around me and baby xx
Actions speak louder than words. He needs to show you he's changing and now. If not then leave. Your child now comes first before you or him. A baby should not be subjected to that kind of life. Seek help from where you can to get away from him and the support you need.
@emz88lou226, Mine was the same hun loves cocaine more than kids 😩 Ah well it’s their loss x
@melanie-spiritmedium I thought he would change he swore on baby's life I'm 11weeks today and he just same he won't get help or anything xx
@melanie-spiritmedium sounds lovely lol I hate being judged for Esa let alone as a parent with mental and physical needs best bit Ricky always said if we ever split he take me to court yeah judge hand baby over to druggy good one xx