Feel so shitty hardly slept and top it off need to get my baby daddy off council tenancy...any ideas please ladies!? I'm desperate I can't have my baby around drugs and his smoking and drinking just as bad I'm going to end up being sectioned...
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Sitting in the bathroom with my coughing little baby sweating my balls off.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Wanted to share with my baby bump ladies !!! This was my ultrasound pictures at 7 weeks 4 days !! I'm 8 weeks 1 day today !! Have to turn pictures upside down to see baby.. I'm in love with my little one !!!! Due date january 26th, 2019.
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz can't afford to move plus all his has his clothes so end up with 2 bed flat empty because I want rid of some stuff he can have spare matruss and fridge but I move it be to my dads in hemel hempstead what can't afford as I have joint Esa claim as both unfit to work before getting pregnant I wanted to do catering at college in September I cancelled it as I'll be 35 weeks when start lol xx
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz I don't do normal I've borderline personality disorder so I don't know who I am one minute to next I've tried going drug councilng with him but he doesn't see has underline mental health problems I got rid of my dog for him xx
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz yes said stop it when baby comes I said oh like when I'm in labour and mamba on off it since he 18 so since 3yr being together xx
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz waiting for duty rental health nurse to ring me back xx
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz he changed over a year xx
Emma Durham ·
@ezchaz I'm going citizens advice tomorrow my mental health appointment brought forward for 2 weeks I just want him gone xx