Hi everyone, I’m 5weeks + 4days with my first pregnancy. I am absolutely terrified of the whole procedure and the…

Hi everyone, I’m 5weeks + 4days with my first pregnancy. I am absolutely terrified of the whole procedure and the symptoms are hitting hard. I feel sick all day, heartburn is killing me, im tired, i’m constantly hungry but scared of gaining too much weight (been weight conscious since i as a pup). I keep having these thoughts of not being able to cope through the pregnancy. I’m happy, we’re happy. i wouldn’t wish i wasn’t pregnant, this is a blessing but i’m scared and i feel so so terrible. slyly crying in work (i’m a chef). the smells, the stress, the uniform, the cleaning, literally everything annoys me. Think i just need some reassurance that it’s not ALL bad. is it?? My poor boyfriend must be all over the place trying to keep up with what mood i’m in now. He’s brilliant though ♥️ I haven’t told anybody yet as i feel it’s too early and i’m scared of m/c. i have my first doctors appt on the 10th, i don’t feel i can wait that long ☹️! i keep doubting i even am pregnant but i am. This is all i’ve ever wanted but i thought i’d be happier. Think i just need to walk to some people in the same situation. Thank you in advance, even typing this out has relieved me a little. I’m 25 by the way 👼🏻

Misty x