I haven't been on here in awhile, my MIL who I was helping my husband take care of passed away. And we've inherited a house full of clutter. She was a catch all from relatives, there was stuff from her parents, aunt, her in-laws and the stuff she and her husband accumulated over their lifetime. Talk about stressed, there were some days when I didn't feel like I could catch my breath. I've had issues with anxiety but not to the extent as others until now. It's getting better though, seeing a light at the end of this narrow tunnel. And the girls are adjusting better than I am to this situation, at least they seem to be. My oldest, Edan, she still misses her "old house" she still asks if we're going back home every day. They truly are my motivation to get up and make a change every day and become better me. #longpost #venting #chagesbeingmadein2018