I had a miscarriage 10/25/16 and my son I'm currently carrying is my rainbow baby, and sometimes I get super overwhelmed like I don't feel like I'm fully enjoying my pregnancy because I'm so nervous about miscarrying again, Raylan just doesn't know how much feeling him move around no matter what time of the day keeps me reassured that is he doing okay, I just hate that I feel like this a lot of the time tho 😩 I feel so guilty, because I know it's women on here praying to be in my position carrying a healthy baby and I'm grateful but I just wish I could worry a lot less and just enjoy being pregnant again fully 😕