@lil_spacehead I'm trying to teach him...he works all day and doesn't wake up for shit during the night...so he has about one time where he can practice feedimg him and he's so awkward with him bc he feels like he's going to break him...so if he starts to choke or anything for some reason, my boyfriend won't have any automatic reaction except to maybe slap his back. Sometimes when Connor eats he'll drink too fast and start coughing...i always have to quickly prop him up and pat his back for him to be able to stop coughing and take a breath...otherwise he starts to turn blue ...but my boyfriend is so slow n awkward with him that he can't be quick about it...

you shouldn’t let that hold you back. show him, teach him guide him, you have about 4 days before you’re supposed to start. don’t give up!