I'm sposed to start my new job on tuesday...just realizing that I wont be able to. We need to money so bad but my bf still doesn't know how to care for Connor and he doesn't seem to wanna try...i guess I'll be a poor SAHM forver....awesome....😩
you shouldn’t let that hold you back. show him, teach him guide him, you have about 4 days before you’re supposed to start. don’t give up!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@lil_spacehead I'm trying to teach him...he works all day and doesn't wake up for shit during the night...so he has about one time where he can practice feedimg him and he's so awkward with him bc he feels like he's going to break him...so if he starts to choke or anything for some reason, my boyfriend won't have any automatic reaction except to maybe slap his back. Sometimes when Connor eats he'll drink too fast and start coughing...i always have to quickly prop him up and pat his back for him to be able to stop coughing and take a breath...otherwise he starts to turn blue ...but my boyfriend is so slow n awkward with him that he can't be quick about it...