Since finding out about my pregnancy I been walking round with a bittersweet vibe because I was worried about the outcome I wouldn't allow myself to get attached to my baby because I feared that I would lose her in the end being that I had this experience twice already however yesterday we had our ultrasound they checked her from head to toe and she is very healthy so now I'm on cloud 9 and I feel it's safe to say I can't wait to meet and hold you in my arms