Lately I have been having really bad mood swings because the abortion I got in December is really…

Lately I have been having really bad mood swings because the abortion I got in December is really weighing on me. I had no support and my husband didn’t seem happy. Everyone assumed I couldn’t do it and had me believing it myself. But now I think back and it kills me that I didn’t keep my baby. It kills me that no one was happy or supportive because they felt it was too soon to have another kid. Making comments as if my child was going to be treated differently and I didn’t want that for him/her so now I’m sitting here with regret