I had a class today at my doctors clinic seen my kids dad when I was leaving unfortunately, they are staying in a van in the parking lot there so I'll probably be running into him often but he was showing off his new clothes, new phone, shades, walking around like he all that showing me his alcohol bottle and saying he gonna go get some weed, he been shooting up meth, he probably thought I'd be impressed but I was complete opposite so disgusted and disappointed, he's never gonna change can't believe he wasn't the person he pretended to be when we met, life with him has been a lie and such hell and I put up with it for so long hoping it'd get better for our oldest son's sake now I'll soon have not only 2 but 3 babies to raise myself smh
@macshell23 damn that sounda so hard, any family you can stay woth till you get on ur feet?
@motherof3boyz702 thanks yes I've been keeping my mind positive it helps so much to be I'll actually be going to a women's shelter to get away from him since he's always breaking in and is abusive there's a restraining order already and he keeps breaking it and isn't going and taking his drugs tests like he's supposed to or keeping in touch with them by Friday he should have a warrant if he doesn't go so I'm hoping that'll be the case they keep giving him so many chances cause you're right they don't need to be around him at his worst , I've given him many chances to get it together tried to help but he just don't wanna change, and it started affecting the kids to where it's obvious, but I've been reaching out getting all the help I can get to leave and stay away from him so I know me and my kids will be ok
damn, sounds tough...but just keep your head up, positive thoughts...and stay away from him till he is off drugs, your babies dobt need to be around him at his worst.
sometimes its been to move on and not dwell on the past.just remeber you have 3 precious babies and they need you.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he said... so she came up with the idea to have me pee on a stick for her and show it to him so that he’ll be comfortable with not wearing a condom and finishing in her.. basically the whole idea is to make him think she’s pregnant already...... so I do this favor for her or should I tell my girl to chill?
He and my husband are friends through us and he’s going to invite him over...
so i txted my bd an told him i might wanna move the shower to the park instead of his sisters house because of our arguement an he ignored me so now i will ignore him an not tell him when the baby actually comes. am i wrong??
@motherof3boyz702 tried that they just take advantage and cant get ahead or it's just some drama or they realize they like there space to them selves or landlords have a problem with it so I figure a shelter would be the best way to get the help I need to get on my feet