Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

My dad doesn't think I can do this #need help.

Skin to skin

Did you mamas do skin to skin right after pushing your little ones out or did you wait until you got too your recovery room? I never did this with my first as I didn't know shat only being 16. I would really love to experience this and so much more this time around.

Any breastfeeding mamas that can give me some insight on it? How does it feel when you first start? This is my first baby. I want to do breastmilk for sure but not sure if I want to do skin to skin. I'm kind of leaning towards just pumping and bottle feeding him