After having our son, the first week my husband stayed home from school as well we had family help too.
Yesterday was the first day he went back and it was a longer day for him.
So I was home with the our newborn and toddler and after cleaning and and making sure both kids are happy and taking care of.
Today I bursted into tears how overwhelmed I had felt and I felt so bad my husband decided to skip class again to help me out.
I feel so horrible but I needed him.
I am thinking of talking to my doctor about maybe ppd.
I was diagnosed with depression before I found out I was pregnant and I knew this might happen after he was born.
I just haven’t talked to my husband about it yet.
Idk I feel so blah everyday.
I cried everyday for a couple weeks after my son was born, starting with the very first time my s.o. left us to go to work. It's so hard in the beginning. I wish I could offer advice just know you're not alone and it's normal, I anticipate being a completely wreck for the first few weeks pp again.. if it continues I'd talk to your doc. Hugs mama
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
I'm getting so fed up with my mother. She keeps telling me that I need to have this baby now. And when I say I would like my husband to be home before she comes, she just says no that he don't need to be there! Well guess what? Keep pushing for him not to be there, and your ass will not be called until after the baby comes! My husband has been there for our first 2. Why can't he be there for our third? It's his daughter not yours. You didn't help make her in any way shape or form. So back tf of...
some of the stuff I see on here, like rooms, beds, houses, etc is disgusting! you claim you're a sahm and your husband works hard, then help him out and let him come home to a clean house, bed, sheets, etc🤷🏻♀️
@2016momof2 My sons father went on the road to help a friend make a delivery, he was gone for a week when my son was about 5 days old, I ugly cried every day, I was long diagnosed with MDD and GAD long before my son was born.
Definitely bring it up with your doc just to be on the safe side. <3