
I couldn't possibly love this little boy any more than I do, my heart is so full. Can't believe his is already a week old yesterday. I'm leaving the hospital tonight, he is staying in NICU, how the hell am I gonna get thru this?
But I actually stayed up there the entire time, only left to eat and shower
It's hard but you will. Just go see him every day. When my son was born I spent 4 exact months in the nicu!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@cheyenneelizabeth1716 I've been here since the 11th, they have been great letting me stay here this long so I understand they want me to get out of here a little bit but I doubt I will be able to stay away much