I swear sometimes I feel like the worst person ever. I feel like a failure. Nothing I say or do is good enough. I can never make anybody happy. I feel at times as if hazel deserves a better mother . I’m not always there for her when she needs me, because I’m at work or running errands or at a doctors or it’s always something! I missed her first roll, I missed her first word, I missed her first crawl. I feel like a terrible mom at times. & sometimes I don’t even know why. I feel like a terrible daughter even though I literally try everything at times to make mine an my fathers relationship better, but it just isn’t gonna work. Yes, I can have an attitude at times an get annoyed but according to him I’m just a mean grouch all the time who’s ungrateful for everything but yet I never really ask for anything. I ALWAYS do things ON MY OWN. Or at least try to. I don’t even ask him to watch hazel no more because it’s gotten to the point where I’ll never hear the end of it if I do. I feel like I’ve failed at life as a human being in general. If I wasn’t here, I’d be one less headache and “stress” to others including hazel. I don’t know what to do anymore. I literally feel hopeless and worthless & it’s bad like this for the longest now 💔#rantover