Having some pretty intense constant lower back pain and maybe super light contractions. But can't tell because the back pain is way over powering contractions so I'm walking around my room to see if they get worse.

Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I can't believe I'm having a baby this week. It feels so surreal 🤰🏽💭🍼🌈💆🏽

I really need to vent I really don't know what to do so as you might know I went to the hospital on Thursday to see why I was bleeding and having contractions well I found out I have an std please don't judge me I thought I was happily married we have been together for 8 years we have 3 boys and 1 on the wAy my question is what would you guys do in my situation I have my house but I don't work and well no one will hire me being preggo please help me I feel so alone I can't talk to anyone becaus...