I wish I wouldn’t feel like a bad mom if I gave up on pumping. I don’t like being touched in that…

I wish I wouldn’t feel like a bad mom if I gave up on pumping. I don’t like being touched in that area to begin with and pumping is not only annoying to have to do every 3 hours but so uncomfortable I hate the feeling 😫 It almost gives me a depressed feeling. I just don’t like my boobs being touched