So I said I would start working once my son was a year old and I’m not that far from it and I’m…

So I said I would start working once my son was a year old and I’m not that far from it and I’m definitely having seconds thoughts, is just that feeling that I feel like no one is ever gonna take care of my son like me 😔 my mother in law was talking about how she can take care of him while I work but those 20 min she carried him she couldn’t hold him right and the way she tried to feed him 😳 hell nooo 😭not even my husband is good at it lol I hate feeling like this !!!