Hey ladies I just want to come on here and vent because I know you ladies would understand! I have been TTC for about 15 months now I miscarried back in March I have not conceived ever since I just had a failed round of Clomid last month I will be starting another round of Clomid in 2 weeks at the moment I am on Provera to help bring down my menstrual because it does not come on its own but ladies I cannot help but feel defeated and frustrated the most frustrating part about TTC is when everyone around you is showing up pregnant I recently threw a big beautiful baby shower for my best friend who will be having my beautiful niece soon I just found out that my sister is expecting twins and two of my other close girlfriends are also expecting I'm extremely happy for every last one of them I cannot wait to spoil my nieces or nephews but I can't help but feel like when is it going to be my turn don't get me wrong I have two beautiful children my son I conceive quite frankly easily and I wasn't even trying I was very young at that time with my daughter took me 2 years and 19 miscarriages later to conceive with her that's when I found out I had infertility problems not only that my husband is also feeling defeated he's feeling like why is it so hard for us and it seems to be easier for everybody else and like I said we have been trying since are wedding day and still no luck I hate feeling the way I'm feeling !!!! the medication makes me feel so sick it messes with your hormones and your emotions to the point where I just wanted to give up because I'm just so over it all !! I'm over getting a negative test month after month I'm just frustrated and I just felt like I had to just vent because I know some of you ladies are going through what I'm going through and would understand !! It's so hard to stay positive at times!!!😣😢😕😞😔